the quiet

"all i wanted was to be invisible
it was a simple request
it didn't involve anyone else
when i was in a room
with another person
i felt like i was only half there
when i was in a room
with two other person
i felt like third of myself
when i was in a room
with three other person
i felt like quarter of myself
and when i was in a whole crowd of people
i felt like nobody"

the quiet...
the nobody...
no one even want to bother
no one even want to care
they can be quiet by nature
which is beyond their wish
they can be quiet by own choice
but that doesn't made any difference
they still will be left forgotten
being left in their own life
being left in their own world

they just like us
even they can't talk
they just like us..
they see the world as we see

its normal to post something bout exam..

final exam is getting so near
4,6,7,8,12 and15....
dates to be remembered
dates to be prepared....
how many days left?
i'm not really sure....
coz a day might be zero-day of revising
might be full-day of doing nothing
am i counting days as a loser-in-the-making?
am i going to let it slip away for another heartbreak?
no i'm not..
but get it real dude..
how many percent effort that u put?
how many hours of doing nothing thing that u sacrifice?
how many how many, tell me..
well..
whatever it is.
gudluck dude
hopefully
there'll be no 'igauan ngeri di kala bercuti panjang'
again..
amin..

the big four

the big four in EPL

• Man U - aku xsuka team ni walaupun jersi lawa
• Chelsea- power, tp cam bosan je game die. mybe sebab tukar2 manager kot
• Arsenal- great team by having lot of young and talented stars. jersey pon lawa. tapi support zionis lak.. hampeh
• Liverpool- determined and never say die . admire Benitez so much sebab die kool. x mulut banyak cam maurinho, wenger n fergie..

big four in La Liga

• Real Madrid- great team with great historical achievement. tapi suka tukar2 manager
• Barcelona- superb team with stunning performance
• Sevilla- many ups and down.. rasenye xde r feymes sgt
• Villareal- ni pon aku x berapa nak kenal.. xberapa dominant

big four in Malaysia?
err...
ermm...
huhuhuhuhu..
ntah.. hahahahaha...

terima kasih tuhan

masa agak sempit untukku menulis
aku akan kembali
entry ni pasti ku edit
.............................

aku kembali...

it's raining outside.

Thank You My Lord

for all the bounties that You showered me
right from the beginning, right from my very first breath
i may forgot for a while.. may gone ashtray
but You are always there for me, guiding me back
to the right path, right direction
Thank You My Lord

i am weak, i am imperfect
yet You gave me inspiration
strength to become stronger
but then again,
it was me who were being dis grateful
it was me who screwed up every beautiful things
but You are always there for me, guiding me back
to the right path, right direction
Thank You My Lord
but You are always there for me, guiding me back
to the right path, right direction
Thank You My Lord....
Thank You My Lord....

sehari di tengah kota

kelmarin ku berjalan2 pusing kota
kelmarin ku tiada di sini
gagahkan diri bangun pagi
meredah kesejukan ujan
tiket kul 7.45 am beb.. kene r siap2 awal
hahahahaha..
pergi dengan siapa?
dengan teman sehidup serasa semati..=)
perut masih kosong perlu diisi
xpe, bekalan roti masih ade masih lum xpired lagi

duduk berdua, bercerita..
tentang hidup, tentang masa2 yang lepas
tentang masa2 yang mendatang...
nape yek kami datang?
hehehe...
temanku ingin beli baby baru
baby lamenye dah lame berjasa
anjakan paradigma..
pelu shift kepada yang lebih ringan dan portable..
supaya masa dapat diisi dengan lebih berkualiti

cari2 kedai.. pusing2 keliling.. naik escalator
jumpalah dengan baby pilihan hati..
hihihihi..
tahniah diucapkan kerna tercapai impian
oh ya.. kami bukan berdua di situ
kami ditemani akak dari gombak
terima kasih akak sebab big apple best..=p
terisi sket r mane2 yang masih kosong..
perjalanan diterus di bangunan depan



Berjaya Time Square
lame dah x jenguk sini
ramai gak hari tu
hari ahad + cuti sekolah..
patut r ramai gile orang..
perut disi pula dengan hidangan berat..
kenny rogers beb, santap yang mantap..
akak dan teman yang payung..yeah..
hahahahaha... alhamdulillah
selesai solat, pusing2 keliling tingkat
mujur datang di hujung sem
kalu x, xtau r berapa banyak kasut aku sambar
xtau r berapa banyak baju suar aku try
ish, nafsu2... hahahahaha
selesai segalanya,
kami pulang ke bumi indra semula
hari yang singkat, tapi bermakna..
hari yang singkat, tapi ku bahagia teramat
alhamdulillah..

SPM

hari ini aku ziarah sekolah bukit rangin
hari ini hari result SPM kuar
hari ini aku terimbau balik kenangan dulu2
mase amik slip hasil usaha keringat penat
"hari aku menuai ape yang aku semai"
ceh, sentimental sungguh

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia
gah je bunyinye..
tp bila dah besar2 ni..
x rase pape pon gah sijil tu..
tapi kadang2 rase seronok
bile tengok balik slip n sijil ori
bukan sebab sejarah deretan
huruf vokal cemerlang
tapi seronok sebab sijil itu
bukti aku boleh berjaya
dengan usaha menggila
bukti sebenarnya aku boleh konsisten
dalam konteks seorang mahasiswa

mungkin aku agak terhanyut
semangat xberapa, tersangkut2..
hmmm...
mari teruskan kebangkitan!

p/s: kepada para pelajar Sekolah Menengah Bukit Rangin, tahniah diucapkan atas kejayaan muncul sebagai sekolah harian terbaik untuk Daerah Kuantan. Moga usaha2 kecemerlangan ini diteruskan dan dilestarikan agar lebih ramai lagi anak bangsa intelek bakal dilahirkan.. Amin..

pemergian yang lalu...

hari ini aku duduk depan pc umah

ya, aku balik minggu ni..

tapi esok dah nak balik dah

ade lab weh... hahahahaha..

(tp kelas skip gak..=p)

kemanakah pemergian?

aha, mari bercerita...

Jumaat lalu, aku dan kami pergi LAKEP

bertempat di Rebutia Camp, Gombak

program 3 hari dua malam

seronok, penat, info yang dapat mampat

semalam baru balik..

the end...

eh, pesal kejap sangat?

ok2, aku sambung cerita berita

di sana, pesertanya banyak lepasan SPM

di sana, pesertanya ramai berdarah muda

tapi bersemangat hebat dan kuat

untuk menuntut jadi fasi, jadi dai'e

aku terharu, terbangga, tersegan..

nape yek aku x macam diorang?

nape yek aku x sehebat diorang ?

nape tiada kesedaran tika itu..?

mereka masih mentah..

tapi semangat mereka mematangkan

mereka masih mentah

tapi mereka xtakut untuk cuba perbetul salah

remaja kini di label 'sangat rosak'

lihat sahajalah entri2 aku sebelum2 ini

tapi aku gembira...

masih lagi ramai yang cuba tampil

perbetul kesilapan kengkawan..

barangkali masih ada harapan

perjuangan dalam benda ni harus diteruskan..

yeah..

 

"Think Green, Go Green"

" I would like to be involved in bioremediation. This is because , I want to utilize the biodiversity in Malaysia in order to find potential and reliable organisms to degrade the pollution. i feel that Malaysia really need to enhance it's bioremedial technology since the pollution rate is high in this country. for example, our rivers are being polluted by many things such as rubbish, chemical and toxic waste.Since the cost of environmental restoration is high and the level of consciousness among Malaysian is still below par, i believe we need to use bioremediation as an alternative. it is nature friendly, cost effective and can be enhanced for better outcome. "Think Green, go Green" "

it doesn't matter whether this was extracted from my quiz's answer
it doesn't matter whether i got marks for the lengthy words
what matter is the message that i want to convey to you all
save our environment!
think wisely, think green go green!

1st round finished!

fuh...
it was tiring midsem 'season'
and it is almost finished
only one paper left
fuh..

today is my favorite subject
Basic Genetic Engineering
lectured by my beloved
dr-susah-score
it was an 'enjoyable' paper
because i wrote many known answer
rather than shoot here and there.
Alhamdulillah...
i felt awkward at first
because i didn't prepared well
but then again i realize
it doesn't matter whether or not
i finished my last menet revision
what matter is
my focus during the lecture
and my passion in preparing my written notes
after every single lecture
from dr-susah-score
it worked best during quiz
and it is proven again today..=)
hopefully
dr-susah-score can be 'upgraded'
to be dr-senang-score
insyaAllah...=p

Reality TV school bullying

KUCHING: Students in a secondary school in Dalat, a small town in the Mukah division of Sarawak, have taken bullying in school to new heights by posting their antics on YouTube, the video-sharing website on the Internet.
to read more, click here.

wow!
bravo!
superb!
cayalah bro!

i'm 'impressed' with my dearest teenagers
they had 'improved' a lot compared with
my good great old days..
don't get me wrong yek..
i was never and never a bully during that time
hahahaha.. (saya budak baik ketika itu.=p)
but then again, i wonder..
to whom am i going to credit for this act?
to whom am i going to congratulate?
for producing such an 'international standard' dudes
blessed with violence, cruel and evil
kepade sape ek?


during my time,
5 awesome dudes being sentenced to life prison
for famously kicking and punching a guy to death
over some damn stupid reasons
i've been predicting things to 'improve'
this time they went high tech and commercialized well
thanks bro!
u all did well telling the whole world what we capable off!
that we supposedly in the same level of dudes from other continents
next time, exposed more blood
next time, show more no mercy..

we already did great in 'skodeng genre'
we already did great in 'remp-it sports'
i know for some reasons
more genre will be well commercialized
if there is no collective, efficient and thorough action
by us...
peace!