di sebalik kongkongan diri...

selalu selalunye..
aku blame org..
geram kat org...
dok suruh aku itu ini..
jadi begitu jadi begini..
hampeh tul...
nape nak ngatur idup?
t xde life r aku..
dok terkongkong bwh tempurung..

semuanya diletakkan pada org..

tp aku xpenah nak amik tau..
atau mungkin terlalu ego untuk mengaku

bahawa i have no life thingy
xde kene mengene pun ngan
so called-org-kongkong-thing...
it was me yg x try smtg new..
it was me yg malas nak rancakkan
explorasi hidup, yg singkat
it was me yg nak dok lam safe mode
it was me yg x nak grab golden chances

it was me yg selame ni kongkong diri sendiri..

patut r susah nak selesai persoalan..
cari2 punca pada orang
rupa2nya kene tengok dulu batang idung sendiri..

options in life are informed choices...

result review....=)

all praise be to Allah
dr-susah-score been beaten..
the rest..
though i had one spoiler..
spoiler will definitely
become a great reminder
for me, throughout my life
"sayangi lecturer2 anda"


another entry in the same day

i don't know..
my hands are so keen to 'dance'
my brain is so keen to ponder
kalau x tulis rase semacam lak..

lies inside people..
whether you r bad, great,pious, cute
it's still there somewhere in you..
perhaps it is another God gift
indeed it is a gift
may i call it, fitrah manusia..
don't judge a book by it's cover
a boring quote, forgotten reminder
explaining why is so hard for us
to apologize people...
to accept people....
to give hands
to guide back to the right direction
we are intently blind
from seeing others' values
intently unimpressed
from greatness lies in others


even the greatest ever living guy have faith..

i discovered this from magenta
it is a lengthy story
but then again,
it's worth reading it..=)

A Conversation for Introduction To Philosophy students - enjoy

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem
Science has with GOD , the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New
Students to stand and . . .

Professor :Do you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal
him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything.
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these
terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe
the world around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD , smelt your GOD ?
Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science
says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor : Yes, faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student asks and professor answers
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't..

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega
Heat, white Heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything
called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we
can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is
only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure
cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something.
You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light . . but if
you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness,
isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical premise is
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is
life and then there is death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the
concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science
can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has
never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the
opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a
substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of
it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved
from a monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes,
of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the
argument was going)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not
teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain,
felt it, touched or smelt it? . . .No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures,sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . exactly ! The link between MAN & GOD is
FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

That student was Albert Einstein.

even the greatest ever living guy have faith..
i wonder why few 'konon2 bagus' scientist,
or even layman like most of us
doesn't have one...

hidup mereka hidup kamu

life is fascinating...
God gift life is fascinating..
hidup mereka
hidup kamu..

aku suka usha part2 photo orang
dalam FS,FB n Blog,
kadang2 lam hp gak
apa yang dikongsi
apa yang di pamer
aku tatap..
aku cuba imagine
how hepi, how sad
how beautiful and fascinating hidup mereka
dalam kelas kami umpama sama..
tapi di dunia kamu, di dunia aku
banyak cerita2 berbeza
banyak bahagia duka berbeza
pintu kelas yang kami tuju keluar
membawa kami ke dunia yang lain

life is fascinating...
God gift life is fascinating..
hidup mereka
hidup kamu..

deeper conversation

holiday just started

it will be another lengthy holiday
what to do? how to do?

let's qada' the required 'rest'
throughout the exam season..
with one week break of any action
but then again,
we've given a task..
kene cat umah lak..
xpelah, exercise cket..

looking, searching for a job..
to fill up the emptiness
in days to come..
i wish i could try new type of job
just to experience new things
by experience i mean to enjoy..

not sure whether i could make it or not
i'm just hoping i might choose several days
of relaxing
of refreshing..
in somewhere some how alone..
that would be great..

may may wish granted.....amin


i've got to tell u something..
"if not those few years back
if not for you
i would never have known love at all
so thank you
for being the person who taught me
to love, and be loved..
thank you..."

is it hard to tell this to someone u love?


hari ini hari BGE
hari ini aku puas
kerna aku bukan lagi aku yang dulu
yang terpaku, termanggu di meja exam
tanpa ade modal tanpa ade idea
untuk dilontar, diterang ditulis
untuk paper Dr-Susah-Score

barangkali igauan lalu banyak ajar aku
bnyak mendewasakan, banyak menyedarkan
pentingnya penghargaan pada ilmu
pentingnya fokus pada guru
berkatnya usaha xpernah henti..

mungkin masanya sudah tiba
untuk aku lebih serius timba ilmu
bukan sekadar untuk diperiksa
tapi untuk difaham, di guna di hari muka
aku xpandang sangat keputusan bakal menjelang'
tapi harap2nya bukan lagi igauan ngeri di kala bercuti panjang

pecutan penghabisan

dua je lagi...
due pe nye?
due paper r...

malas, letih dan penat..
semangat pun dah x berapa kuat
di mana silapnya
di mana fokus menghilang
barangkali pada 'minat yg baru'
dua je lagi..
salah ke kalau aku berlari..?
memecut laju melengkapkan
marathon kertas hingga penghabisan

tidak salah...
sama sekali tindakan itu betul
kamu tidak punya masa lagi..
terus berlari.
terus pecut laju..
kamu ada janji..
kamu ada 'dendam'
pada igauan ngeri cuti yg lalu..
pada dr susah score...

inilah masanya
inilah ketikanya...
pecutan penghabisan..
tunggu aku di akhir garisan..

"1Malaysia. People First. Performance Now."

"We must draw on talented people across our nation, regardless of their position or background, to re-energise a passion for public service. We must sow the seeds of goodwill and understanding in every corner of this land so that we continue to harvest the fruits of progress and prosperity for all Malaysians.

We must seek to include and unlock the potential of our young people who will be the next generation of leaders, business people, engineers, scientists, teachers and doctors. We must give them wings to fly."

i don't care much who's gonna lead m'sia
coz history shown us all of them were great
though there were lots of unwanted story behind them
they were all great men..

all i care are their visions
in guiding m'sia to the next level
thanx to Tun Mahathir
for his imaginary become reality policy
thanx to Tun Abdullah
for his effort in revitalizing biotech
okeh, aku cam bias..

the new guy will bring something great
especially for us, the leaders of tomorrow
especially for us, who determine the future
of our beloved m'sia

"We must seek to include and unlock
the potential of our young people
who will be the next generation
of leaders, business people, engineers,
scientists, teachers and doctors.
We must give them wings to fly."

kami mahu lihat, n hopefully kami boleh bantu
kerana kami
the voices of tomorrow

it is a simple request..

it is a simple request..

when you have so much trashes in your place
throw it in where it supposed to be..
don't let those trashes everywhere
you might not bother bout those trashes
but please bother bout others
it is a simple request..

you might love music
you might love the sound
might want to listen it loud and clear
you might not bother bout the noise
but please bother bout others
it is a simple request..

when you are on the road
you might want to reach location fast
you might emo n keep pushing
the car, the lorry in front
but please bother bout others
it is a simple request..

pe lg yek..

sometimes we just think for ourselves
do something for the sake of ourselves
all for ourselves
but please bother bout others
it is a simple request..

hari ni dah hari rabu..

dah hari rabu dah weh..
satu hape x ngaji lagi ni
celah mane nak sempat nih
paper dah dekat..

this is damn interesting moment..
the tense, the hunger to strive
is truly madly deeply high..
nape r xde exam final tiap2 minggu?
okeh, aku sounds insane..
final exam syndrome...


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