Where is it?

I have some kind of bad habit in reading books- always read halfway je.. 'pemalas tul'
when it had been so long since i've seen it, i lost the desire to re-read it.
i felt like i had spoilt the flow of the story. Therefore, i choose to restart again from page 1, try to re-enjoy the story right from the beginning..
how pathetic.. hahahahahahaha
here i am, sitting in my room searching for the unfinish book. where is it?? hahahahaha..