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this is not an entry about natural product


assalamualaikum..
greeting everyone..:)

Goodbye days..

here we are... nearly at the end

here we are.. diverging in own direction

here we are.. here we are...

i would still value the precious good-old-days

it's precious, immature, cute and beautiful..

this is not the place that i've been hoping for

fresh from being denied attempts to 'go away'

i was wondering what stuck me here

i was wondering am i not good enuf to go away

that was the moment when i enter this place..

in foundation..

i learned how to start a new life

learned how to gather new faithful friends

n yes, i got loads of them..

i've learned how to survive being in new self-excell environment

n i survived.....

this is not what i meant by the title...

'goodbye days'

day when i know them all

day when they become the faithful friends

i felt the sense of belonging was so strong back then

and i wish it is still there...

in here...

not all made it here... not all became as one..

we start talking about differences

we start talking about who is good, who is bad

we start to choose to be isolated and clustered

and slowly, painfully..

we are separated...

it's a painfull fact..

i don't give a damn whether u are good or sligthly evil

others gave.....

goodbye days

i would still value the precious good-old-days
it's precious, immature, cute and beautiful..

di tengah kepekatan malam..

gagahkan diri untuk revisi..
selamat berjuang...

finale

gudluck untuk semua....

pegun saat itu 1

hidup

kononnye "life is short"
kononnye "we should live our life to the fullest"
kononnye "life is beautiful"

kononnye..
eh, ko ni biar betul..
ini pasal hidup..
mane leh konon2
mane leh maen2..
setiap saat berlalu,
setiap minit yang tertinggal
kita rasa, kita gembira sedih tentangnya
kita rasa sakit pedih tangis tawanya

xpercaya?
cuba tengok potrait hidup kamu saat lalu
xkira di hp, pc ataupun fb
kamu ketawa bila lihat gambar hepi
kamu geram bila lihat gmbar kamu
beserta mmber tikam belakang kamu
the point is,
potrait2 pegun itu tinggal kesan
potrait2 pegun itu tinggal bekas

hidup mmg pendek..
kadang2 kita xsedar kita dah hidup bertahun2
macam aku, xrase pun dah bernafas untuk tahun ke-22
kita rasa masa berlalu dgn pntas
so kalu hidup itu bergerak sepantas masa
pasti sekejap saja dah sampai penghujungnya, kan?

we should live our life to the fullest
aku stuju dengan ini..
walau siapa pun kita
walau kita xde harta, atau proton saga
kita perlu syukur dengan pe yang kita ada
pandang keliling, tengok ruang2 untuk kita gembira
jgn pandang kelahiran satu bende yg pathetic
just becoz kita susah nak hidup
just becoz kita kurang sini, kurang sana
we should live our life to the fullest

life sangat2 indah...
benar, kadang2 hidup tu payah
benar, kita selalu jatuh tersungkur kadang2 xterbangun
tp langit xselalunya berhalilintar, rite?
kadang2 langit tu selalu je cerah,
cume kita je buat2 xnmpk
sebab kita pandang langit cerah itu biasa saja
laen r kalau ada pelangi atau aurora..
manusia..
demandnye ntahpape..
beramal berkira pula

hidup...

mari datang mari datang

tanggungjawab-kau tanggung sape nak jawab?

tanggungjawab
kau tanggung, sape nak jawab?


tentang amal ibadah
yang ini, kau tanggung pastu kau jawab sendiri
xmasuk akaun orang lain beb
sendiri2 mau ingat r..
eh, orang sebelah pun kene jawab gak
sebab org sebelah wat 'dek' je mase kau buat salah
sebab org sebelah wat xtau je mase kau jahil itu ini
tp pokok pangkal diri kau sendiri
kalau org sebelah bagus cane pun,
kalau kau x terima
payah juga..

tentang amanah
kalau orang pilih kau, angkat kau jadi org terkedepan
kau tanggung, sapa nak jawab?
kau r..
"eh, pesal aku plak... kalu aku xbagus, salah diorg lah..
sape suh pilih aku"
ish, suka2 hati je mau lari
mane bleh gitu.