malam selasa yang hening

lab report yang xsiap

revision untuk mid term esok (hari ni)

manusia sering dalam kerugian

kita sering suka bertangguh2

tentang kerja, ibadah n macam2 lagi

masa yang diberi adalah sama

24 jam sehari untuk semua

xde lebih atau kurang

mahupun 0.00000001 saat

3 hari yang kosong

tanpa ada kelas, miting mahupun dating

masih x cukup untuk lunaskan tugas

senario ini amat biasa bagi aku

dan amat biasa dikalangan lain

malam selasa yang hening

sejuk sunyi tusuk kalbu

tatkala tangisan hati xdengar dari kejauhan

lantaran ayat2 mengguris sekeping hati

aku memilih untuk tidur

aku memilih untuk lihat sahaja esok mendatang

moga dapat bangun alas perut

moga tertunai sempurna tuntutan pertama

moga revisi sempat terisi

selamat malam untuk semua..

aku x rase begitu

aku x rase pun mereka menumpang

aku xrase begitu

aku x rase kehadiran separuh abad

x beri mereka rase ape yang kita rase

aku x rase begitu

kenape perlu ade sisih2?

kenape perlu ade rebut2?

kita kan islam..

islam tu untuk semua

haih..

saban hari, kita semua di api2

saban hari, ada sahaja cerita tidak enak

gaduh sana, dengki sini, kutuk situ

sampai bila dan entah bila akan henti

kita laungkan kalimah agung

namun kita masih x pancar sinar yang agung

ke segenap pelusuk bumi bertuah ini

tengok zaman nabi, zaman madinah terdiri

ade ke sisih2?

ade ke islam kita ajar campak2 bangsa?

tidak ada..

aku x rase ramai fikir macam aku

sebab kita dok putar cerita kita tertindas

dok putar cerita kita terkebelakang

tp salah mereka kah kita jadi malas?

tapi salah mereka kah kita jadi terkebelakang?

aku x rase begitu...

di kala kita duduk bersama2

berbaris berarak melaungkan persamaan

aku dapat rasa kat dalam setiap orang

penuh dengan tidak percaya dan kesangsian

sedih..

jalinan lebih separuh abad

hanya jalinan kosong berbaur permusuhan..

"selamat menyambut hari merdeka"

hari2 yang bosan

tick tock tick tock

the clock is ticking

time goes by...

moments slip away

we can't n never can

to turn back the time

what is done, it's done

i did had several boring days

in fact, i did had few boring weeks

whenever i woke up

the boring cycle is on and on

all over again

till i sleep

liar!

in those several days

i made some critical decision of my life

i made some awful things to a person i cared most

i put some great effort in making a program successful

i did this, i did that

perhaps

those things were tough to be enjoyed

yeah, we tend to feel good about much simpler thing

complicated one always made us headache

we prefer gelak-lawak-bangang

rather than much tense, focused and tiring brain storming

what choice do we have?

what option do we get?

another hari2 yang bosan

another lies....

mubarak ini

esok dah start pose dah
terase kejap je rotation berpusing
sedar2 dah nak masuk bulan ramadhan
minda masih belum merancang
pengisian apa yang mahu diisi

selamat pagi

terjaga di pagi dinihari
sejuk, menusuk segenap
bone marrow
mata cuba di pejam
tp xberapa nak dapat

.....................................

otak masih beku
tulisan tidak laju
selamat pagi
selamat tidur semula

what choice do i have

open my eyes

that would be

the most historic moment

of my life..

thank you Allah

You gave me sight to see

the beauty of entire world

the story goes on

i raised as a boy

full of curiousity

asking this, questioning that

wondering why, pondering how

the beauty of entire world

there goes education

whereby i learnt a lot of new things

increasing the hunger of knowing

aha..

those moments also taught me

the purpose of knowing

the beauty of entire world

at one point,

i felt it's my choice to explore

the beauty of entire world

at one point,

i just want to stop

n start thinking of my self,

my life

what choice do i have?

should i bury those curiousity?

should i let it go?

at one point,

i felt i've been drifted away from my path

but then again

He always there to give me option

giving me choices

to be what i wanted to be

thank you Allah..

You put an offer on my desk

it may require a great desire

a great spirit, a great determination

to explore

the beauty of entire world

marine biotech

here i come...=)

behind the mask

behind the mask

there is a fear

the fear of become

the unwanted 'choosen one'

every day in every where

people masking themselves

become the member of man behind the mask

a small particles did shook the world

a small particles became an everyday issue

a small particles did united us

made us forget differences among us