Merekalah yang pertama

aku dapat idea baru

dapat mase shower td (kantoi shower lambat)

'awesome dude sequels'

attribute,

pujian,

aprisiasi,

kepada member2, rakan2, sahabat2,

yang hidup bersamaku ketika aku bernyawa

merekalah warna2 hari2ku..

mari kita bermula

dengan "merekalah yang pertama"

aku 2 dari kiri.

biar orang lain yang puji..

pertama dari kiri, pojie

smart, rajin, dan baik hati

aku xtipu, dia memang baik hati.

aku xtipu, dia sangat jujur (straight forward)

yang ketiga dari kiri, azim

aku kenal dari matrik

xberkira dengan aku

xberkira dengan banyak orang

aku rasa, banyak dah aku terhutang budi dia

yang terpaling kanan, que

juga xberkira dengan aku,

rumate, partner lab yang cukup membantu

aku rasa, banyak dah aku termakan budi dia

merekalah yang pertama dalam siri ini

kerana kami sering bersama

kepada yang lain

nantikan kemunculan kalian dalam sequels ini

percayalah.

kalian cukup agung, aku cukup beruntung

sekian, lain kali aku sambung..

~tuskysama08~

counting days

Today is 11th December. Meaning, i have only 9 days left before i return to IIUM. lot of things need to be done. hmm, let's switch version..=)

IIUM home coming.

what to do?

do nothing..

what would happen next?

i just don't really know..

what do i bring?

extra kilos, brand new hair cut.

brand new plumpy face..

gosh..

i was just giving new something-to-do

new pants, new shirt, new this and that

hahahahha..

ok2, let's get back to the 'mood'

what else?

new semester=new resolution=new failure

why?

never fail to fail  new resolution.

that is me, that is myself

for the past 20++ years

why again?

i just don't really know

money?

the PSD will provide for me

biggest 'planned investment'?

maybe an i-pod

maybe a camera

maybe a holly day

or maybe..

.........

no idea at this moment..

hehehehe..

post?

yeah, quite challenging

in MINORI, in FAci

but, that's job

and those job used to be my life

IIUM home coming

here i come..

Eleanor Roosevelt

today..

i'm going to uncover..

the story behind my quotes of life 

"the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"

Eleanor Roosevelt

here's some comments on this quote:

• "It is an inspirational quote. It is basically telling you to dare to dream because only people who dream will think big and hence have ambitions which they will hopefully reach out to. When you dream and have ambitions, and actually work towards them then your future has a goal...an aim...something in store for you."
  
• "Being an eternal optimist, I'd like to believe this means the Better side of our humanity will be our future. If, we believe in the beauty of our dreams, we will follow up on them. A positive perspective will motivate us, more than a negative one.
  I like it"
  
• "it means those who truely believe in achieving in their dreams and take actual actions to achieve it will succeed. if you are unsure or doubtful about your dream you would not have the motivation to fulfill it. those who truely believe in their dreams and work hard for the sake of fulfilling it will achieve more than others."
  
• "This is a wonderful quote... If you don't have a dream/ goal, you're heading no where... meaning you have no future. If you have a dream/goal you're working towards, you have a plan for your future... Dreams/ goals inspire us and spur us on to fight for what we want, deserve and want to claim as our own. Without a dream/goal, we're travelling through life without a map, with a planned destination... we're just going through the motions. We're alive each day, but not living. We work and play, but it has no meaning to us. Everyday is the same, so even though time only moves forward, tomorrow is not future if it's the same as today."
  
• "let me anser that with another quotation:"
  
  "The me i see is the me i'll be. if i cannot see it, i will never be it. until i believe it, i will never achieve it."

they are great

people...

people...

people...

they are great living creature..

though they may deny it

though they may have 

thousands complains about it

they are indeed great living creature..

we keep telling others that

"my life sucks, i'm nobody, no one.."

but then again..

we keep doing the great things..

keep doing and keep doing..

sounds typical thoughts

a boring one..

"dude, we had read The Book.."

"dude, we knew it already since our school"

"we knew it"

yet we are still losing faith towards us

towards ourselves

"aku pon begitu..'

sad, so sad..

so sedey..

~tuskysama08~

trgedi aidiladha

hari ini aku bangun tidak berapa awal

ya, hari ini hari lebaran

ada solat sunat yang perlu ditunai

hujan..

"patut r liat gile nak bangkit"

aku menggagahkan diri untuk bangun mandi

sungguh sejuk..

selalunye mandi dekat2 nak tengah hari

air pagi tadi sungguh dingin..

"kecebur2.. kecebur2..."

setel..

aku pakai baju melayu, seluar jeans

songkok ala2 johor (agak tinggi)

siap2.. pandang cermin

berat makin bertambah..=)

aku capai kunci kereta

kereta punya enjin dipanaskan

belum pukul lapan

ku rasa seperti awal

tapi, ayahku berpesan

"along, esok diorang start pukul lapan.

jangan lewat2.."

hmm..

hujan makin xberapa renyai

nasib baik pakai kereta

sampai2 kat masjid

tepat gerak hatiku

orang xramai lagi..

selesai berwuduk, 

aku duduk lam masjid.

bertakbir sama2..

"lupa bawak hp, kalu x leh r snap2 gamba.."

xpelah, tadi pun agak rushing.

bertakbir sama2..

mengegar pelusuk 

Masjid Al Alami, MITC

selesai khutbah, selesai solat 

selesai doa..

kami berpusu2 untuk keluar masjid

agak pack agak ramai.

perempuan2, wanita2, makcik2 pun join same

aku jalan slow2 sebab kaki kebas

menghampiri exit masjid..

kupandang suasana..

sungguh best

"lupa bawak hp, kalu x leh r snap2 gamba.."

tiba2..

"gedebuk!"

aku jatuh terduduk sebab licin dan basah

orang belakang aku pun join same

aku bingkas bangun dan kontrol sakit

dan bergegas meninggalkan masjid..

"adeh"..

sakit hingga sekarang

Moralnya:

• tahun depan aku datang 8.15am..=)
  
• tahun depan aku bawak hp siap2
• tahun depan, aku lebih hati2 ketika nak kuar, fokus dan x berangan2
• tahun depan aku nak sambut lagi aidiladha, insyaAllah

"suara2 dalam"

kalau interpretasi 

luaran aku kelihatan penipu, 

inilah kejujuran

yg aku mahu tunjuk, buktikan.. 

"suara2 dalam" 

ia rintihan,

ia jeritan..

ia gagasan idea

yang x terhambur

dengan kata2..

sometimes..

we don't want the voices being heard,

cause we always too kind to hurt,

we are noble by nature,

we try to keep them shut forever..

we are noble by nature...

'we' doesn't really suits me..

because tusky,

sarcastic by nature..=)

~tuskysama08~

K

one year had pass...

why are we still like this..?

we used to be..

a good friend..

a good reminder..

a good cherisher..

what happen K?

after all this year of silence..

wouldn't you ever accept me again?

wouldn't you ever forgive me again?

i've been waiting for you,

'we', have been waiting for you..

there's a lot of sweet things that we want to share

i used to be a stupid person..

un-awesome..

i used to yell at you for nothing..

but that was in the past K..

i don't want to run away from you

or pretend to run away from you..

anymore..

tell me K..

tell me...

deep down inside..

am i losing everything 

to be regarded as your friend again?

or perhaps..

you don't have the strength to comeback to us

don't feel guilty too much K..

everybody were wrong

everyone are fool sometimes

come back to us K.

our arms are wide open for you..

i'll be waiting for you..

waiting for the beautiful moment to come..

'we', will always wait for you..

May Allah Bless You..

Always..

Amin..

-tuskysama 08-